…dedicated to my very own Hellen of Troy…
Right now, I feel very lucky. A year ago to this day…I didn’t believe I’d feel this way. I know everything passes and this is proof. Proof that feelings lie. I felt like I was ending. As if I’d die my death many times more before facing what I was supposed to face. Thinking the kind of passion that lied in me, then, would never come again.
And …here I am today. Faced with a world thousands of times better, brighter, fuller. I’ve learnt so much, mostly about being humble, yet I still have to learn. For a period of time I lived in this capsule where everything was a show no-one could afford, put on for the sake of a never-satisfied ego that never felt good, no matter how much you’d try to feed it.
I’ve learnt to live my life simply and enjoy how wonderful it is. I’m facing a challenging period right now…a transition…and I slowly build a puzzle, for I know everything is as should be. The work is, the feelings are, the negative and the positive. I know I’ll get there. I know my life will take me where I should be. So I love you all again.
I’m reminded how many beautiful people I know. How wonderful they are, and how much they make my world brighter.
I’m thankful right now. Thankful because I meet new people daily. Because my world changes every single moment. Because my options are limitless. Because I love. Because the passion I thought I’d never reach again has been surpassed by a longshot.
I’m happy right now. As always, I’m very, very grateful. I live my life exactly as I want to. With innate freedom, a freedom that starts inside, unconstrained by who I try to appear or whom I know, what I own or people I try to impress. I just do what I do best, I love with all my heart and soul. I appreciate all that you guys bring to my life, all the support and kind words, all the love, timeless random generosity and energy.
I love each one for different reasons, but I can honestly say…I’m never going to doubt my passion again . Ever. Or the course of my life. In the end, I’ll do what I do best: love.
A huge smile, a lot of love and a great night you guys