Push you away

You’re still here

Even though I push you away

Even though I don’t speak

I don’t think

I don’t recall you

You’re still here

Even if I ignore you

Ignore our past

Ignore your smile

and all that still lies inside me

And you died so many times for me

and I’d kill your spirit

block out your hands

and shadow your kindness

You’re still here

In the clasp of the hand

of a little blonde boy

with sincere blue eyes

and mischievous laughter…

You are still in our unborn

In the future we planned

and in every ounce of my being

And you are today

You will be tomorrow

And I’m so grateful

For no matter how hard I pushed

You live inside me

and I can’t kill what you mean to me.


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