Even though my heart
needs to stand still, there’s still a part
Of the soul that knows the truth…
Seconds ticking off my youth.
Just remember as I prayed
Prayed for feelings you dissuade
And remember as I go
I loved you, that you should know.
There’s a place and time for all
Time has passed and place is small,
As I open my eyes to hear
A projection, nothing dear…
And I long for what I saw
For the man who had no flaw,
I’ll just long for what he wasn’t
I’ll just feel all that he doesn’t.
These nine women can’t be held
Apprehended or impelled.
They’re not here to play a part
To ornate like they’re just art…
These nine women are a force
with creation from the source
They will reach, divide, conquer
Shatter any saboteur!
So, I bid goodbye, my life.
I can’t be playing your wife.
I can’t stay without the space
Composing a me of grace.
Thus I bid farewell, my love.
There is something that’s above,
all the lust the world can gift:
That is I, and I can’t drift.