Weaving space

Weaving space between my thoughts

To untangle messy knots,

For a night that’s bound to be

filled with feelings that are alive and free;

 

No matter how many colours I invoke

I can’t feel the hands, the rhythm of their stroke

My voice is hoarse, I can’t call my angels to evoke

A frenzy which hungered for each word you spoke.

 

No matter how much I look for your voice

I can’t fill this space with anything but noise

 

Sounds dispersed, feeling immersed

In every part of me, lost in a sea…

..of wonder, late nights, and what we had

Thunder, withering lights, and memories that make me sad

 

I’m a fool for you and the things you do

..and you knew…that you are what I come to;

 

I feel so many colours inside my heart

Choices I make that set me apart

I move mountains to birth a miracle

To live a story that is lyrical.

 

There are no questions to be asked

Or fears to be set aside

there is just a peace that lives serene

And a wonder that accompanies my stride.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Conflict

You are a choice I’ve already made

… and this is a game I’ve already played;

 

We’ve only seen facets of each other

Limited interpretations that only smother

Who we are and what we’d be

If only we’d allow one another to be free;

 

You and I are a choice I’ve already made;

One moment, at a price I’ve already paid…

You bought my wicked words on tipsy turvy slides

And I’ve taken you on vicious feverish rides;

 

 

I’m sorry you want me to be able to embrace

What you want me to be, when I just need some space;

And you are a choice I’ve already made

A choice I’ve fostered without being afraid;

 

I know you want me to find a safe place

In the needs you have, but you can’t keep my pace…

You are a moment in who I’ve been

A couple of words I didn’t quite mean;

…and a feeling of lust without being keen.

 

Colorless

It felt like the color drained from the world

thoughts,sounds… collided and whirled

 

It felt as if life became infected

and my heart suddenly disconnected

I couldn’t breathe, or think, or scream

couldn’t even pray to be just a dream;

I was just immobilized by an intense fear

that was holding hostage everything I deem as dear.

Blossom

SkydivingWhat do you smell?

What do you hear?

What do you sell?

What do you fear?

Lusting shadows in my mind

I feel you when I am blind,

feel you right inside my soul

Lost to fever, no control…

See what you see

Feel what you feel

Today you’re free

Undress beliefs that just conceal

this little brink of endless paradise;

Feel with your hands

… hear with your eyes

Erase all plans…

Let your soul rise…

It’s gonna be you, gonna be me

Be everything, a passing truth

will be a place where we agree

on the passion of our youth

will be prose in rhyming thoughts

where we’ll be taking all our shots.

It will be you, it will be me,

it will be the place we will just be.

Get it together

Fast future ahead of me

I can be whatever I choose to be….

No one has the power,

to hurt me like my thoughts…

Nothing’s quite as sour

As untieing my stomach from these knots.

And I’d be starving if I ate

all the lies I’ve told myself;

…………………………………………..

Get it together, love this time

Where the sky opens and the clouds chime.

……………………………………………………..

It’s not too late to lay water on these burns

inside my chest with twists and turns,

and it’s not too late to go

to what’s intangible because I know

inside my heart lies the only key;

the only frame of the woman I will be;

………………………………………………….

One shot to my heart

won’t even break my skin

Sorrow’s just a part

of a game I play to win.